Your life is and can be your own creation. Yours is to tap into your own imagination, desires and high frequency emotions and then just choose the medium that best suits you. Direct and be the main character in your film, make it as adventurous, wild and happy as you want it to be. Paint the picture of your life you wish to see. Choose only the colours you love and those that give you joy. Or you may prefer to write your life as a story, then create a story you wish to live, rather than the story you do not like, but keep telling and reliving over and over again. Be clear on the message of what you want rather than what you do not want in your life.
Remember: You are the creator of your own life, start creating a life you desire.